I Miss Your Life In My Life

I miss,

 your life in my life

and I need

Your heart  In my heart

I miss your voice on the phone

And I need you

Now Im alone

The Love that you gave to me

Fed My soul but now yours is free

Free to fly,   so fly close to me

Near my heart

That’s where youll always be

Where Ill keep your memory

You loved me ….Gave me stregnth to be me

And I miss your life in my Life

And I loved the way you used to smile

How you held me while I slept as a child

and I know That your always there for me

In my dreams…………..

I miss,

 your life in my life

and I need

Your heart  In my heart

I miss your voice on the phone

And I need you

Now Im alone

The Love …that you gave to me

Fed My soul …but now yours is free

Free to fly, …  so fly close to me

Near my heart

That’s where youll always be

Where Ill keep your memory

You loved me ….Gave me stregnth to be me

And I thank you for the love,

 that you gave me,

And The love you gave to mom

And for your life with my grandfather

And the way your home was,

 Warm, safe and stil it welcomes me

In my dreams…….

                                              I Come To You
I come to you
 oh lord I come to you
I have faith in all you do
oh lord have mercy
 I come to you

I pray to be strong
When Im down Help Me Carry on
For There's love and power in all you do
oh lord have mercy we pray to you

Give me Strength to be strong
Give me love and power to carry on
I have faith in all you do, my lord
Have mercy we will come to you

I come to you
 oh lord I come to you
I have faith in all you do
oh lord have mercy
 I come to you

I pray to be strong
When Im down Help Me Carry on
For There's love and power in all you do
oh lord have mercy we pray to you
Have Mercy I come to you

                                             Hushabye
Hushabye my little child
Its time to close your eyes
Hear the night wind singing songs
a lonesome lullabye
Oh...My little brown eyed boy he's fast asleep
Mama dear will hold you even while you sleep

Tonight The wind is writing songs
I'll hold you close all night long
The angels watch over you
And I'll sing this song  Tonight.....

The moon it shines up high tonight
The stars still shine below
On a lake of glass they dance all night
and the trees sway to and fro
Oh The angels sing above us tonight
I still can hear them sing
And your dreams will be of heaven delight
Oh dreams made for a king

And Tonight, The wind is writing songs
I'll hold you close all night long
The angels watch over you
And I'll sing this song  Tonight.....

Hold Me Now

I feel the morning come
I feel the dawn
And when the evening comes
I'll be gone
So hold me now
I love the feeling
Hold me now you send my senses reeling

And when the evening comes
You hold me close
I can feel your warmth in my fingers and toes
So hold me now
I wanna  be your baby
Hold me now I want to be your lady...

                                                  All alone on the Inside
Another day I hear the phone
But there is no reaching you all alone on the inside
I've said to much and now your gone
You're body's here but Im all alone on the inside
And I try once more to talk to you
You say your fine, in the way you do
But you can't hide
And The moment seems so far away
What can I do
What can I say  whhen you run and hide

And your so far away in my mind
And those games that you play
Their on the inside of my mind
And I'm all alone

Just one more time wont you hold my hand
and just help me to understand
How you feel....
There was a time when you'd talk to me
 Your words would flow and set me free
On the inside
But now I'm sitting all alone
you walk to fast and I'm left cold
No place to hide
I miss the boy who talked to me
I miss the love that set me free in my mind
Now I'm left behind

Cause  your so far away in my mind
And those games that you play
Their on the inside of my mind
And I'm all alone

"Momma Forgive me"

              This is a song I wrote about child abuse. I wrote it for a radio show dealing with the issues and in a way it tells my own story. Being abused myself it was a hard subject to write about but, talking about it helps the healing process. I can only hope telling abit of my story may help someone elese. You are not alone......